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Sharing doubles the joy, and divides the trouble.

Well i’ve heard this many times.Only lately that i realized how true it was. When u’re sad, when u’re happy, when u’re pissed, sometimes all u need is an ear to listen. This post is dedicated to a friend,The Ear, who’s laptop is not functioning tonite,n i’m left companyless again.That’s the reason i’m writing right now.
Dear you-know-who-you-are,
I’m loving our conversation lately..a lot.I love how we talk abt overweight baby in Russia,abt see-thru frogs invented by the japanese, abt Lindsay perigo,how to make oreo cheesecake,parasitisme (clue: password laptop haha),abt what i had for iftar, funny links on the web n da list goes on. This 2nd trial is really refreshing. i dunno whether i should thank the melancholic song at Cafe kasturi that night, or the girlfriends who advised me to rethink.But really, i’m glad i said yes. I know i’m supposed to start studying now since spring break is almost over, but hey, my diary is not here n i shud write this somewhere right?Okay okay, i promised this won’t take long. Well actually,erm…how shud i say this?hmm…let me get this clear quick…

‘Would you like to grow old with me?’

see, told ya it won’t take long.Booksssss….heed their calls i must!!Toodles~

p/s: Fix ur laptop,QUICK!

I was waiting for Vista to load, n i end up doing fun quizzez at Tickle.Thanks to Nadee for introducing it to me.These are among the tests i’ve done. For more, visit http://web.tickle.com/tests/

1)What kind of girlfriend are you?

Raudha, you’re a Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that’s just something you naturally do. Once you’ve
committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys
the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to
judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and
in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he’s with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable
and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength
in all your relationships. Whether he’s striving to climb a mountain or
land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he’s got
yours too.

2)What’s your beauty aura?

Raudha, your beauty aura is Luminous!
 

You have a well-rested, happy glow around you at all times that’s the
result of years of self-pampering. Taking good care of yourself is
important to you. You focus on keeping your skin looking healthy and
young, your hair vibrant, your nails free from spots. Although it’s
often hard to find the time, you make sure to indulge yourself as often
as possible with a foamy bubble bath or a soothing mud mask.

You work hard, and you relax well. You know that your luxurious
timeouts are what keep you going when the pressure’s on. If anything
worries you, it’s that you spend too much time and money on pampering
yourself. You shouldn’t stress about it too much. You’ve found the
perfect balance of treating yourself well without going overboard.

3) What’s behind your emotion?

   
      
   
   
 

In
other words, your commitment to leading a dignified life, and your
belief in being respectful, directly affect how, and how often, you
experience certain feelings.

For example, your test results indicate that you’re most fulfilled when
you treat people with the decency all humans deserve. That factor is
directly related to your fundamental belief in dignity and the range of
emotions it triggers.

Haha…happy holidays everyone!

I was in stats lecture when i think of this.It was so strong i hardly focus on Combe, (n i end up poking Arisha). The 5 of us r lepaking at bilik bgn lmbt when i’m writing this.I love it when we sit together discussing ppl,discussing made up situation,discussing stufs.i just love it when we’re together.They make Sydney feels like home.I can’t disagree with the sayings "Friends r like families we choose for ourselves"..my housemates resemble this like sangat2 tau!.. I still remember our first day in sydney, it was awkward staying 2gether at msia hall transit room with them. We hv to kinda struggle to make a conversation. Even though we’re all from intec, we belong to different sets of friends back then. Of coz we do know basic stufs abt each other like, which school we’re from, wut course r we doing n who we’re always seen with…but those days,i wud nvr expect in the future we’ll become this close.It is not yet a year but we’ve gone thru a lot together. We know so much abt each other,every zit,every missed period,every crush,every current obsession,even abt the family members we nvr met.I’m gonna remember the house hunting days n how we comfort each other for loosing Willis n Doncaster.I’m gonna remember the many songs of the period-Pop goes my heart, Bila engkau jauh,Aiyo mama, diamonds r forever n the list gets longer everyday.I’m gonna remember the day we pakai baju sama n dance to Dilanda Cinta.I’m gonna miss every single thing when we leave this year.The crazy puffs,Onde2 keras,pillow talk,Manjalara,and MGM. But i’m lucky,i still have another 3 more years to come with these girls-Nadee,Adil,Moon and Ismah.I love u girls to bits.

p/s: It’s pre-Floriade at our house today.Thanks for the bouquet

The past 75days with u (n moon n adil) hv been…ermm..bittersweet.Challenging i must say,but i love each n every hour.The conflicts,the thrill,the dramas…n of coz,the ppl i met along the way.Some characters may be alien,but as i’m following the journey, each n everyone gets closer n closer to me, as if i’ve known them forever. Two thumbs up for those involved, n special thanks to kuperbeigo for making my joffrying days possible. Now that it’s over,i dun hv much to look forward after class which is kinda sad.I hope they’ll come up with a seq soon.N owh,i’m talking abt Manjalara ppl.Who cares if it’s adapted from Mi Gorda Bella, our very own local version is superb in it’s own way!(minus the bad choice of background song of coz)..Congratulations for a story well told.
Okay,back to real life. I was’nt so well lately,but the hectic schedule demands me to stand on my feet n dats wut i’m doing. I’ve been bleeding pretty bad, n my mum says i’m lack of blood clotting factor which is possibly inherited from her.She told me not to worry,n i put my trust in her words.There r some traditional tips to help clot the blood according to her.. I hv to follow a diet of daily white radish soup, halia,ikan bilis goreng,n black pepper..No air sejuk..But well..haha…i’m not that discipline n it shows.I gez that’s just too much information.
Next.My girlfriend Difad is missing in action.I’m so worried la makcik,where hv u been?She deleted her fs account..x online for,God knows how long..n has been very senyap.I understand life has been treating u pretty harsh lately, but pls pls pls if u’re reading this,let me know if u’re okay.Okay?
Last but not least,I’ve had my phys test tadi.it was indescribable.haha..nway,big thanks to these ppl who hv been helping me with my phys: Dora,shahir,munir,A.I,yus,syuk,ameen,n others.May Allah bless u ppl.

I guess the mystery label is just not me.I’m very readable in many ways. My facial expression tells exactly how i feel inside.I can’t fake my smile.I can’t pretend to be happy when i’m not,n vice versa.I just can’t.N i usually tell ppl 95% of wut i’m thinking.That’s y some ppl find me rather odd.u see, when smtg is currently on my mind,i let it out tho it may sound strange.I’m used to expressions like, "y on earth wud u think abt that?", well u get the picture.I gez that’s just because i grow up telling mama each n every single thing..n it’s always okay kn ma to let ur feelings out? It’s always okay to share with another soul when u’re happy, when u’re sad, when u’re thrilled.In my family, no one is ever too insignificant to be heard.Our 10-yr-old Helmi is heard..Yea, he can voice out wutever he thinks..like..his X-box needs a new table haha..(but we laugh abt it of coz!:P)..but still, he is heard. Even my 2-yr-old cousin yaya is heard. She is free to tell us she dun like her bibik to dukung her baby brother when she is around.She may be small, but when she say, ‘Taknakla..’ we heard her.That’s y i always think it’s okay to tell ppl evtg.But as i grow older, i learn that not everyone is comfortable when u speak ur minds out, n i respect that. My best guyfriend choose not to talk to me because of what i said.Okayla,i respect ur decision.U’re heard too.But I hope it’s not too late for me to apologize. To each n every soul i’ve known out there, I’m offering u my sincerest apology had i offended u in any way. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa erti yang lebih bermakna buat kita semua.In a good way of coz. Selamat Berpuasa everyone!

-Nana n jha will b coming dis october-i’m over the mo0n..yeay!!
-I think i’ve met a male version of me, but i still need to observe  the oddness in him..wait wait.I’ll announce when i’m sure.
-Life has been pretty hectic,but i’m content!Another yeay!
-I’ve got my money back from Fitness first!!(sorry for Nadee tho)
-Poon is not in 2nite,not a yeay,but at least we’re on good speaking terms..yeay!
-Mcau n syieq are coming on october as well..yeay yeay n yeay!!
-Ramadhan is just around the corner,i’ve had my sahur stufs ready..cn’t wait cn’t wait.
-Current mood : Happppppy!!

I’m the happiest daughter,sister,friend n girlfriend!!Alhamdulillah.

p/s: Nadee,note the changes

I feel like yelling my hearts out,grab things at throw them on the floor.I feel like crying out loud so that the neighbours can hear me. But i’m too old for that.It’s just not appropriate anymore.Wud’nt it be nice if i’m younger,n i cn simply do the things i want n ppl wud understand. I dun even know y i’m angry now,pelikla…Breathe in..breathe out..odd,apsal u ni?

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
and everything seems all down hill, Don’t give up; Don’t give in’
focus less on the outside and look deep within.
What you know about pain,
If you never been hurt before,
What you know about having nuttin,
When you’ve always had more.
Late night tears;
broken hearts;
learning togetherness;
and fearing to be apart.
Only open ears can hear,
and closed eyes can’t see.
Holding on to what ifs or whats going to be.
A thing of the past’ why it never lasts.
Its gotto be away to have the present stay.
No more Questions, No more lies,
No more guessing, No more tries.
Hear my laughter, See my cries,
touch my soul to feel how I feel inside.

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don’t give up though the pace seems slow–
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out–
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit–
It’s when things seem worst that you must not quit.

p/s: No i dun write this.It just suits me RIGHT now.Poon balikla cepat

I’m glad our interview with the ppl from Food Science Australia went well.Fuh,lega tau. A bit worried abt the editing part,but let’s put that aside for a sec.While i’m writing this, my housemates are dancing to Bar Sore at another room…We cn’t get over MGM yet haha…Actually i wanted to write abt MGM,but many ppl has done that already…i’m sure u’ve came across many latest entries abt MGM while u’re blog hopping..haha..sorry,cn’t help it…n owh,we’re gonna talk abt  MGM again n again until u’re sick of it haha…pls bear with us for another month at least.
MGM is over.It was awesome.But now it’s time to move on to our normal uni life.Another big business to look fwd is Mid session test..haha..yea..i’ve had my chem mid session yesterday.Will b hvg Phys n Stats next week.Pray for us okies.Cn’t wait for Spring break!!Floriade here we come
September is a month of celebration.Many birthdays r coming.
Happy Birthday to Dora,Leia,Danni,Adil,Merot,Safwan gugok,Hafizah  Husain,Deqmi,zaza,Nisak,K.Nurul,Syuk,Cepot,Sya,Atuk.
There u go!May u ppl unfold better years ahead.

Ramadhan will be coming soon.Another highlight of the year…n not to forget, Happy 222nd days sweetheart!Looking fwd to many many days to come..n owh,Good luck for ur econs test 2mrw.
p/s: Another thing to add on my ‘look-forward’ list; Fish market trip this saturday.Come lor ppl!