againstallODDs~

well i’m in sydney,n of coz i miss home like crazy…i know u cried..buckets..well i cried tooo!!funny la kte..dekat2 gaduh… jauh2 sedey jugak rupenye….(i’m talking to my sisters..n brothers)

so,mama n ayah,if u’re reading this…well i’m okay…mkn cukup.. dun worry..n i hope everyone is okay too over there..i wish krg online now…agak pelik la,sha x online?haha…when i was at home,she cn’t get off da net…

sydney is not yet home,but i think i’m gonna like it here

let’s make dis separation worth it…let’s pray for each other okay!

well,when u see my blogs got updated,u shud know wut it means…haha…(for those who understands)…
i miss auld lang syne…how old is old?yesterday is already old to me..i cn’t get my yesterdays…i remembered missing my nenek when my fmly moved out from her house..i cried buckets…i remembered missing primary school friends, the promises to keep in touch gone by da wind…i remembered missing old school days..noisy prep hours…even noisier bedtime hours..then i grew up n i’m over those memorable times…but once in a while they come back to visit me…
i also remembered missing home when i was away…(away as in just at kolam ayer,cyberjaya n shah alam..haha..dun laugh!)..but no matter how homesick i was,i knew i can always see my fmly during da weekends…n weekends nvr fail to be my family day no matter how busy ev1 was…but things r different now..
i even missed shah alam..not just da place,but da ppl who live there with me.. da friends..da ppl i see on da street…busses….mamak stalls…classes…everytg..
when yesterdays seemed so old,so long long time ago..i feel so helpless that even pictures cn’t ease da pain away…well,maybe i just miss dat voice at d other end of da line dat says.."hunney,how wus ur day?"..
n dats y i’m THIS emotional..
maybe it’s just me…
well,i’m leaving in a couple of days…i dun know wut awaits me..n i dun know wut i’ll b missing….one thing i’m sure is that i will meet more n more wonderful ppl who’s gonna leave footsteps in my heart..it may sound cliche but it’s true..n i’ll b writing things like dis again when it’s time to leave those ppl..
after months of holidaying,i gez now i’m ready to walk again…
ya Allah gv me strenght….